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Disappear

by Khuê

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"Disappear" is a sad, yearning but indignant song about a failed hidden love and wanting not to be forgotten. Inspired by a breakup long ago, this song explores the fear of being left behind, tucked away in a memory, or maybe even forgotten.

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VERSE 1

I heard you’re sorry
Through a friend of mine
I heard you got me
A present that I didn’t even like

I heard you moved
Out of the home that never wanted you
So I hope you've found someone
that you don't want to lose

PRECHORUS 1

I was never good enough
I was just a story that you made up
Time will never be enough
I just wish there was a way I could give you up

CHORUS

I don’t wanna disappear
I just wanna stay right here
In this home I’ve built inside your life

I don’t wanna fade away
Locked inside of yesterday
I don’t wanna mean nothing after goodbye

I don’t wanna

VERSE 2

Why the fuck did I call you?
It's the middle of the night
Maybe I'm searching
for the part of me that left when you said goodbye

So we’re talking like friends do
But the words feel empty and I’m tryin’
To maybe stop hurting
That you aren’t mine

PRECHORUS 2

I was never on your team
I was in the way of all your dreams
You were always gonna leave
yet as months pass I still find you in part of me


CHORUS

BRIDGE

Was I a phase? Was I your love?
Am I a memory you keep locked up?
Am I a reminder of all the things you’re running from?

If you’re ashamed of what we had,
If you’re to blame for all the bad,
I still don’t want to disappear into the past, love

Was I a phase? Was I your love?
Am I a memory you keep locked up?
Or is there some way that I could ease into your touch?

If there was shame, there was still love
If there was blame, it’s gone with us
And yet I hate that it’s so hard to give you up

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released October 21, 2020
Lyrics: Khue Bui and Jack Mason-Brase
Composition: Khue Bui
Production: Khue Bui

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Khuê Irvine, California

Hi, I'm Khue, a pop musician based in California, USA. My songs are a blend of energetic synth pop and a variety of electronica influences.

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